In this time of pandemic and lockdown, it takes an extra toll on those of us who were sexually abused as boys. Why? Simply because as boys we spent our lives in lockdown because of the oppressive sexual abuse we endured. There was no escape then, and now those chords of distress and abuse echo in our bodies because we are locked down again. Once again, choices are taken from us and the current restrictions can make us mentally low and fragile. Not being able to meet together